Life....

Recently life seems to be very boring..
well..how to say..i just dunno..God thing is I change my spectacles into contact lens, but it is kind of itchy and a bit disgust when you put on the lens. I mean.. you have to enlarge your eye so u can see the whole eyeball. Then you can only put it to the black colour part..Yucks....But what to do..got to get use to it..

What would you feel when you saw your x-bf helping his friend,a girl friend..yea a girl friend..You might say:'Come on!!So what?He is just an x-bf..So?' 'Why are you so care bout him?'
Ya..I have been thinking bout this stupid problem since today's afternoon..till now..but i still cant figure out whyyyyy....maybe..it's just mayyyybiie..I still have feelings for him..But I dont think we still have chance to get together.Sigh...Everytime i meet him my heart would be beating very fast and my hand will clutch my purse tighter..I mean..just to hide my fear towards him..For no reasons...What a stupid I am???haha...

I'm getting lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy and lazy...Stop!!!!!!Just LAZY..Ihave to order myself to stop typing or not you will see the whole thing only containing the word 'lazy'.Idont have the mood to deal the homework yet cause it just makes me headache.Sometimes I was wondering if I was not that kind of girl anymore...People get changed when they grow..like what my coach had said..You might lost a lot of things when you are gaining something..I do hate him but I cant do anything..I still do not have the courage to dealt with him..Boy grl relationship has been the worst part in my life and I really dont want to mess up with it anymoreeeeee...!!